and the sunny days keep going in the land of the wind... and i keep going studying, sleeping, having fun, and waiting for the visa, almost 4 months and that fucking immigration is late with all students visas, and i'm included on that, and the worst thing is that i got a new job, in my area, and i don't have the visa, how ironic is that? ok, i know that what is going to be, will be, and i believe in this since i arrived here and life showed me that, but sometimes we think how unfair life is in some cases.. but actually, as i said to my mum, i think that life haven't been unfair with me, cause if i don't get this job because of the visa, i will keep working where i didn't wish, but i ll save enough money to do and to go where i want, when i want and with people that makes my life happier...

just some words that i needed to throw up, not that i'm mad or something, but we always have some thoughts that make us a little bit crazy, so, i'm in the crazy moment right now, but i know that tomorrow is another day, and everything will be ok, and i ll enjoy again another sunny day that makes me wake up with all the happyness that i've been feeling lately...

i'm listening ben harper right now, and i felt that this song goes pretty well for my moment and these days i really felt the vibe that the sun brought to "my internal me"...

"but if the sun set you free, u ll be free indeed...she's only happy in the suuun"